Although I have already post this on facebook, here it is again. Finally got her heartbeat framed, although I will probably re-make it because this is suppose to be purple!!! A good time to find out you have on color ink in your printer is when you are printing something out, I suppose. So after me spending 3 hours on trying to get the heartbeat how I wanted it, I go to print it and find this surprise. Oh well, I do like the color even still but still think I will print it to get rid of those stupid lines. Anyway! Here it is and I'm glad to have it framed and hanging with all our other pictures.
I had another dream about Lua a few nights back! I'm not really sure where we were suppose to be, but it looked like the basement to our church and she was laying in a box. I was worried that she didn't have her bedding changed in awhile so I picked her up and started holding her. Then she brought her hand to her mouth to suck on her finger, that blew me away! Then she started moving around and I laid her down and she started to try to get up and walk! It was amazing. I guess if I didn't get to see her do this in real life, at least I did get to see it in a dream I suppose.
The last few days have been kinda hard for May :( poor girl. The other day she pulled out her (as in May) baby book. She was looking at all the ultra sound pictures, I was in the other room, and she came in crying saying she missed Lua. I saw all her ultrasound pictures on the couch then, so she must have thought they were Lua's. Then yesterday she was standing on her slide looking at some pictures of Lua on the wall, when I walked in I asked her what she was doing and she said she wanted to talk to Lua, so I told her to go ahead and talk to her! I am still surprised at how much she has struggled with this just because she is so young but Lua was apart of her life too for 7 months so I suppose it is hard for her. She is even getting turned off to seeing babies. :( Poor girl. That is why we decided to take a trip to Disney and hopefully she will enjoy herself and we will all come back refreshed and still with a little empty space in our hearts.
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