good, bad, ugly

Well, I dont think I am looking forward to mothers day, I felt before that it probably wouldn't be a big deal since I still have one of my babies with me to celebrate, but last year was such a great day with Lua giving us tons of smiles and her all dressed up so pretty! Ah that little girl, I sure do miss her.
So many things have come up this week, good, bad and ugly, and tomorrow will be a rough day for sure. I got to go through the excitement of learning of a new pregnancy in the family! What a great way to help the family heal! And a blessing! But then last night it all ended with a miscarriage :( I really thought this family couldn't lose another baby but I guess that isn't true at all. So tomorrow will mostly be sad for the loss. There is a sense of beauty in losses I know, but it is hard to look past the pain first.
I am wishing all mothers a very happy mothers day and especially to those moms who have had to say good bye to their babies.


Mothers day last year

My gift from my husband, this picture framed!

All dressed up :) 

Late night cuddles with mom 

And the best gift of all!!!! Her first smile captured in a picture!!!!